Speed, I feel like once we have a good amount of sobriety, that's when we are at our most dangerous because we think we no longer have our addiction. We think we can tolerate alcohol. Just know that many people have the same thought "I can handle alcohol", go back to drinking, and end up learning the hard way that their addiction has not left them. Our addiction is very cunning and will try many tricks to try and get us going back to our drug.