I know better
WTF am I doing? I have 1.8 years sober under my belt. Then I got the bright idea that I could control it (due to covid isolation). I decided it was ok for me to head to the liquor store that weekend. At first I could control it, but then I soon started drinking on weeknights. So now I am on a 6 week slide SOO sad. I can go 4 or 5 days sober and then BAMM. I just want to stop