Originally Posted by
Dee74 
we're recovering from years of ill treatment to body and mind - the mood swings, the irritability and the bouts of despair are all pretty normal and I think it's our minds and bodies healing.
Thank you Dee. I am seeing what you are saying. I know my brain has a lot of healing to do, it shuts off once in awhile after an overload
Sometimes I will see an actor on tv in a movie, and I can't even think of their name, even though I know it. Scary sometimes the forgetfulness that comes over when I am tired.
I've hurt my insides too, they definitely need to heal, I am seeing progress with that, but I have a lot more healing to do.
Originally Posted by
fini you might find, though, that if you connect more steadily, it is not so difficult to speak of vulnerabilities when they crop up, or feelings of weakness.
Posting yesterday really helped, and I posted today in the May thread where we are in the same time frame quit wise and here again in this thread. It does help, it brings me out of my shell I have been in. I can see being quiet is not a good thing right now.