Originally Posted by
Misssy2 
OMG...someone who drinks like me....I never thought someone could drink like I do....that is what it is...a frigin bender...and I do the same thing...I can't even open the computer till around Day 2...never take a shower till around Day 3....its horrendous...I feel your pain and keep going....I have 7 days...today my shower felt like a shower...and not chore.
My Dad died in March....I know how you feel...and having a sick Mom is a lot of pressure too...it only makes our emotional state worse and we drink....but I was drinking before my Dad died too...we drink cause we are alcoholic and this is how we cope....Get better.
Hey Missy Yes Exactly!!! Its definitely horrible... today is day 4 and things are much better. i think i slept a bit. and I'm glad tomorrow is day 5 which is usually where i start feelin mostly normal. I'm just glad ill feel normal come July 4th as it is my Mom and Dads fave holiday and I also loved it..Its my goal. I won't have any triggers as I usually go for a while before thoughts come again.. I cant believe 6 months is gone