Hi GeoGo,
Yes that's exactly it. I follow a lot of forums/fb groups but remain silent on most. I've been putting together 100 days here, 30 days there. I never seem to keep it on track though. So I have to add more things to it. I shall be going back to meetings when it is possible. The relapses are getting worse. Put myself properly on my backside this time. There will be a time I wont wake up. I cant do that to the people I love.