Hi CuteNGayYay!! I agree that your username might be the best ever. But onto business. Are you drinking today? What brings you back? This thing we fight is an awful opponent. I'm so sorry about your parents. No pretty face to put on that. If drinking is causing you problems, you know what the next step is right? Is today your Day 1 or perhaps tomorrow can be? Regardless, keep posting. Nobody here cares if you are drinking or not. We are here to support each other and we are here for you. Drinking or not, keep posting and tell us how you are doing.