It is not all gone Samantha. Your body thanks you for the last 6 weeks even though it is cursing you for yesterday. Get back on the sober train. Puking blood and liver pain DEFINITELY warrant a telehealth appointment and perhaps a visit to the doc. Call them up tomorrow first thing. Don't let your anxiety tell you that "eff it, you are sick already and another day won't matter, so let's drink again." I'm sure that is what your head is telling you. The 6 weeks you have is not gone. Build on it. Good for you for posting.