Today went much better. Thank you all for the encouraging words. I appreciate all of you in this class! It's tough for me to say all I want in response but I have been following along.
Glad to be in bed sober tonight. I totally agree that the 'is this all there is' thoughts are AV in my case. Through this period of sobriety one thing keeps coming back to me and that is that I am trying to learn how to stay sober. I obviously don't know how to do this though I convince myself that I do. As soon as I think I got this handled, I pick up a drink.
Hope you all have a great morning, afternoon, or night 🙂