Been doing okay. Had some depression this morning when I woke up which is not normal. I wouldn't think it was from alcohol withdrawal but must be since it isn't normal. It has come and gone so far. There was some AV activity because of the depression. It was telling me that some alcohol would fix the depression. I laughed at it and remembered that it would....for a few hours and then it would linger for DAYS after. So I told it to F off. I was out for a walk with my son thinking of stuff and what we were going to do all day stuck inside because it is so damn hot. I remembered that last year during the summer I was good because I was drinking 4-6 beers while I watched him during the day which is NOTHING for me. My AV reminded me that that was perfect because hangovers were minimal but you were getting through the long days stuck inside. I thought about it for a bit and it sounded like a good idea UNTIL I TOLD MY AV TO F OFF!
