Originally Posted by
listae 
....where alcohol has been involved, I have been strangely insane....
I'm an alcoholic: a very serious alcoholic. To me my drinking is cowardice and insanity. Insanity is dominating my life and is the essence of my disease. It is robbing me of the freedom of choice and, therefore, robbing me of all other choices. When I drink, I am unable to make effective choices in any part of my life and my life is unmanageable.
As Jewel said, we get it....that is/was my truth as well.
You may need help to detox love....even a doctor's supervision by phone.....just thinking out loud as it's a bit difficult to jut go somewhere for 5-7 days right now.
s ❤️❤️