How is the weekend going Taplow? Keep giving it a shot. One of these times it might stick. But in the mean time having several periods of sobriety that are weeks or months long is so preferable to continuous drinking. There really is no reason to drink. You hate it. We all do. And the birds don't give a f***. Trust me on that. If you were the size of a sunflower seed, they'd pop you in and swallow you. In the future when that nag-head of ours starts talking to you about drinking, try to have a conversation with your day 3 or 4 self and ask yourself if you want to go through that again. Hope your weekend has been calm and sober Taplow.