Originally Posted by
stickyone 
Prior military and PTSD as well. Adjustment to the civilian work field was a big obstacle. I see that your a first responder thank you for your service. Those types of jobs are very high stress related. The dreams and flashes of old memories was getting to me, so I changed job fields. How is your sleep? Maybe a break or a different job. But if you like your job then carry on. Working as a first responder was very hard on me.
Love my job massively. It gives me purpose post military. But it also adds to the count. I wouldn't know what else to do with myself. I like the adrenaline and saving peoples lives. Whilst I do that I can forget about my crap. But you get a bad one here and there