I personally use many recovery avenues. I am using AA, SMART, CBT, counseling, mindfulness...ect
Would suggest some king of AUD(alcohol use disorder) counseling where you and the counselor would address the underline issues as well as the PTSD , childhood trauma and what not.
my suggestions are dependent on your original post, in other words, I would have a different suggestion such as simple as keep posting here and go to meetings to someone else. But I believe that our experiences are different, we have the same disorder/disease but we cannot recover following a one simple end all and be all program. just my opinion.