Originally Posted by Croutie

Thank you for thinking of me CW; you are very kind to do so...you’re a Sweetiepie.
Thank you Snooze for your continuing support and caring...you are a blessing.
Thanks to all you Julyers for the condolences you expressed and for the help you’ve given me along the way by being my sounding board. You helped me through a lot of sad and difficult situations. I am grateful.
Now I’m experiencing something that no one can help me with....as no one can fill the hole in my heart. I am aware being old as I am I was lucky to have many, many years with my Husband. Of course I’m thankful for that.
The flip side is having someone by your side through thick and thin, hope and despair, who was always loving and supportive is very hard thing to get used to not having...I don’t expect to. I will grieve for him and miss him for the rest of my life. Hope I’m making sense. It’s hard to put into words how my loss feels, but I wanted to try...
I Do find solace in my DH’s peaceful passing. That’s the one comfort I have.
Just wanted to say hello to you all.

Stay safe and be kind.
Croutie