Very true. I believe I'm expecting something of a 'miracle' maybe not in the conventional sense. The way he cried and cried made me all kinds of sad and guilty. Yes he apologized profusely at every chance be got.
I just wanted to hug him and make it all ok. I know I shouldn't so I didn't. I also don't know how to make a decision because now it looks like he is putting in the work and says he wants to continue putting in the work.