Late check in for 24 more. Still pretty miserable. Mornings and evenings seem to be worst. Meds don’t feel like they are working fast enough.Â
Today I called the school to enroll oldest in first grade. Since the school is closed they are doing it all via email. These documents brought up a lot of things I’m not ready to talk about yet. We still haven’t sorted our plan for driving kids/picking up, custody etc. even though I’m here at home with them 100% of the time. Â I feel like he pulls this custody cloud out and brings up old memories just to remind me I haven’t been in recovery that long. Nothing can be resolved until the courts reopen anyway but it makes me angry to think he still doesn’t trust me to pick up the kids. Sorry for ranting. I just think it’s unfair.