<div>Hi, Cuddly. Always remember that many of us on this site have been where you are right now. Some of us - like myself - still are. Sober, yes, but a long way from being able to say, "I've won. I'll never drink again." Just walking the edge and dreading the old AV bumping me or dragging me back into hell again. But hang in there and eventually you WILL succeed. Just like the old adage says: "If at first you don't succeed, try and try again. And again, and again...</div><div>In the meantime - One day at a time, is good enough for now...<br></div>