Savannah, Have it together hardly. I too have been really depressed lately too. Yep, I have been isolating too. The holidays always bum me out. I can admit it on here but I try to put my game face on for the kids.. I get frazzled trying to buy for hubbys family and my bicthy sister and my newphews. If it wasn't for her boys I would have written her off a long time ago. I love her but I don't like her if you know what I mean. She is so selfish and self centered.. She can't even deal with her 20 months old mommyitis.. enough ranting. I am glad you are ok I have been thinking about you for a couple weeks. Your not alone, I will say a pray for you say one for me. I love ya, Kerry