Thanks for your post. The breathalyzer comment is a good reminder. A few weeks before I quit drinking, I went on Amazon and bought a breathalyzer. I tested it out when it came - they work. I gave it to my wife the day I quit drinking, and I’ve asked her to randomly test me. She didn’t even flinch, as she knew I was finally serious about sobering up for the rest of my life. Last night, she pulled out the breathalyzer again and told me to try. 0000s across the digital read out. I could tell she was proud of me, and I tell you what... her being proud of me, her smile, knowing that I am building her trust again is amazing, and I hope that for all who have broken the trust of our loved ones. This also means that I can’t get complacent with a little bit of success. I learned that a day or two ago while reading on the forums. Thank you for your post and everyone who posts here.