All we can do is provide the good advice, NB.
I've been where you are. I think this is a huge mistake, everyone else thinks this is a huge mistake too, but you were hooked on this idea from the beginning.
What was that about poor reading comprehension? You don't seem to be taking our arguments in at all.
Hope it works out that you stay sober, don;t get the virus, don't bring illness back to your mom and that your mom is ok on her own in the city for one or two months.
A lot of ifs there, man.
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