You know it’s a bad idea, otherwise you wouldn’t run it up the flagpole here. You also discount the unanimous opinion from others that it’s a bad idea. So perhaps you should be asking a different question. Such as, “why do I want to do something I know is a bad idea?” Or, as was already suggested, “do I really want to stop drinking; maybe drinking isn’t a bad idea for me after all?” These are a couple questions you need to answer to yourself honestly. Just my $.02 and I wish you luck with whatever you decide to do.