yes, agree on the not wanting to be alone. Not even judging on that.

but he’s started something with someone else quite a few weeks ago and the L word has been said (apparently not meant).

I know that I’m a very dependable person, and that if a crisis was going to hit, yep he’s choosing me because I am an organised, calm person in a crisis.

He also lost his job last week, so he now would be kicking himself for mucking me around this past year.

not meaning to air my dirty laundry, but you all supported me through the joy, highs and lows of this relationship. And this was an interesting post script.