Thanks , gentle SR readers. If one can imagine every 'bad' emotion/experience being a different colour- then all of them are mixed together- one will be left with a bland, sludge coloured thing. So when I get anything in pain, depression, flashback, blahdeblah - the outcome is the same I get all the colours in sludger, negative, tiring emotions hit me for anything from hearing a car exhaust- or some guy giving me the finger in a carpark, surely a global community we all have to do our bit for is to do the right thing here- especially the handwashing.
An explain why I have been off the grid- aside the internet being overwhelmed at first.
A repeat post....support to all.