Right there with you Stable. I am on Day 1 again which is just one of many Day1’s in the last 3 months after 15 months sober. I too feel down and full of anxiety and it’s a far cry from how I felt with some long term sobriety under my belt but that feeling seems so unattainable right now while I am in the shadow of a binge. We can do this, I am with you all the way. x