Thank you all for your words. I cant believe I did this. I know I called people from work and I'm sure I'll get the recourse tomorrow morning. No idea what I would have said. No idea who else I called. I know I messed up a few things at work as well. I emailed my call centre manager and told her about one big mistake I made but no response yet. I don't know what will happen. If I lose that portion of my job I can hardly get by, but would make it work.
its my other main job I'm worried about. Like really worried.
I'm having a panic attack right now and it's not good. My heart is racing.