Originally Posted by
DriGuy 
Congratulations on your sobriety. I'm happy you are in a relationship. No matter how it turns out, it will be a learning experience, and this is something to be grateful for. It's normal to worry that it may fail, but this is how you get to know people. Take it slow and see how it works out. The experience will be worth it.
Thank you!! Yes I really need to remind myself of this fact over and over and over lol. I put so much pressure on myself for things to need to work out. Even as they ARE working out lol. Of course doing this too much will only serve to sabotage a situation that is working well. This is indeed a fantastic growth opportunity for me. Even if this doesn't work as you said. I need to learn what I like and want, what i don't. What works and what doesn't. So far honestly things are going very well! I just find myself second guessing things a LOT after the fact. An old habit of mine linked to OCD and depression.