I knew the moment
had arrived
for killing 
the past and
coming back to life.
hope I can do it.....
well yesterday I join a home group on Saturdays 10 am mornings, hope I can bring some positiviness to the group. after 3 years with out it.
I being isolating too long, and depress to, lonely far to long with a lot of suicide
thoughts evil thinking but I'm glad that alcohol and drugs never cross my mind
accepting my reality and being grateful for what I have help me to keep going.
well enough chatter I don't want to bored to dead....
have a great Sunday......
24 more please and thank you.