Can't cure my addiction
Hi Guys and Girls
I have been struggling with alcohol addiction for many years now. I am 38 and been married 2ce. I lost jobs and I just don't stop. Do I want to stop yes. But it's so difficult. I wasted so much money and I am I. The verge of losing people that I love because of this disease. It's not easy I wish I could stop right now but it just seem like I don't care. Even though I do. I drink between 8 to 10 beer a day. My mental health is struggling and I can feel my health too. I have been to rehab before. It went OK for a few months then I went on a bindge and all started again. Really struggling. It's not fun and I hate the way I feel.