It’s 0030 in the UK I don’t know what time I started this thread.
I got an Uber to get more alcohol the driver did not wait for me WTF I had showered and cleaned up 2 hour walk home. I am not a nasty drunk so have no idea what he left me stranded.
Bonus is a few years ago I would have driven to the shop so have learned my lesson from the 18 month drink drive ban I got.
Lost my driving licence, my marriage and I still don’t think I have a bad problem. F knows how I haven’t lost my job. I can do sober I just can’t keep it and now seems I don’t drink at all or I just drink drink and more drink. It was easier when I just drank trying to stop drinking has just made it worse for whatever reason.
Not sure where I go next I can’t stay on this bender forever but seems I am struggling to get off of it. Just don’t drink eh. Only alcoholics would say that and know what that means to an active alcoholic. Am grateful for your support people here get it.