Hi Wood4trees2018
Back in my day, when I knew I had to stop before I hurt myself or because I'd just spent my last $20 on booze, or I was incredibly ill, I would clear the house of booze and I would put myself on house detention and not go outside for a day.
I figured if I couldn't manage that I needed to look seriously at things like AA or some other group to help me.
I pretty much sat on SR here that first day and ones following after - so it is possible to break a bender that way.
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