ScottFromWI

But you are deeming yourself a lot of other very negative/self destructive things. Just for the heck of it , go back through and re-read the titles of the last 10 threads you started here. Or even the posts just within this thread - and imagine they were written by someone else.

So yes - the world isn't fair. But you are making it infinitely more difficult with your negative/self-pity talk. I deal with anxiety and get things stuck in my head that just are flat out illogical but i literally worry myself sick about them sometimes. I used to do it even more but i found that for the most part it's all self-inflicted. I try to blame it on external factors, but in the end it's all about my choices to react appropriate or hide ( and drink in the past ). Quitting drinking did not solve that problem for me either....i needed to work on that as well.