Hi everyone.

big hugs to you willow. How is March going for you?

Things are going well for me. I can’t complain. Went away for a weekend trip with my family recently. It was a very nice getaway. My brother in law and sister were drinking- I still fantasize drinking at times. Especially on a mini vacation.

my husband has quit drinking since a terrible hangover in December. I am shocked he hasn’t drank yet- he made it through a wedding and our recent weekend trip.

its kinda weird. I am proud of him... and very impressed. And it is nice to have a non-drinking person during drinking events..... but.....

im kinda annoyed. I’m annoyed by how easily he was able to just be done with it. To just leave it and be done. He made it look so seamless and easy.

meanwhile- back in my life two years ago. I was a human mess. Literally unable to function without alcohol... shaking. Nonstop thoughts and negotiations with my self. It was absolute hell on earth.

furthermore, it is still an ongoing struggle.

and of course I don’t want him to suffer like I did. But for some reason I just find it all unfair.

Ugh. Not sure if this even makes sense.

well- I’m thinking of all you guys!
Willow keep coming here!
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have a fantastic day
bumble