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Old 03-01-2020, 05:00 PM
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Cynix
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Originally Posted by ReadyAtLast View Post
does anyone think they'll never sleep the last couple of nights ive taken a mild sleeping pill but not a habit i want to get into so nothing tonight. im tired yet can't settle. the past and people from years ago are flying around in my mind. nothing bad more unsettling. and ive got work in the morning so need to sleep. i know sleep will come in time it's just unsettling in these early days.
For the 38 days i was sober in January and February on work nights i was lucky if i got 3 to 4 hrs sleep going to be same tonight it seems, anxiety has gone at least so being stupid and drinking yesterday hopefully hasn't brought it fully back i hope anyway. Being tired at work is a lot easier than being hungover or getting waves of crushing anxiety waiting to go home and drink for me anyway.
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