Better days
After having a few dark days the light is shining again. It scares me because alcohol made me so ill, I ended up in hospital and stayed there for nearly three weeks, on withdrawal meds, i was hallucinating and could not walk properly. NO ONE knew the extent of my drinking and that it had gotten to this level, apart from my daughter, which I have deep regret regarding putting her through what I did. BUT I am only now starting to feel proud of myself that when I have **** go on in my life, I have dark days but the light does shine if you stay strong. I was an addict beyond belief and even after becoming sober took a while for me to recognise this. This is why I can’t give in to my dark days. I will stay in control because once, I lost that to alcohol. I don’t how many days I’ve been sober but I haven’t had a drink since 24th February 2017.