Horn95 - also you say it works for you yet you are back 'after a recent relapse' so clearly it doesn't work for you as if it did you wouldn't have relapsed.
The program will be exactly the same as it was when you last went as the program is static and unchanging so how is it going to work this time? What is going to be different?
Nothing. But YOU. Not the program. YOU. You have the power to change. You aren't powerless and you don't need an imaginary friend (HP) to help you.
YOU are in control.