Thanks everyone for stopping in today. Went to work after missing yesterday and all is well. Broke a door down because I got locked out and wasn't thinking clearly, plus I had a bottle sitting out so I couldn't leave that there. I need to fix that and my wife is being pretty short and nasty with me. I tried to tell her it is not helping my recovery but she said I've been treating her poorly for so long that basically whatever. It will get better with my sobriety and AVRT. Day 2 is almost over but really I don't have issues in the beginning of a quit, it is usually when I get complacent. Also, I don't get all the bad withdrawals because I still spend much of my time not drinking its just that I have a lot of relapses.