The early days are tough Saoirse. It gets better and better. My early days included incredibly selfish focus on me and my sobriety. I made a schedule every morning and scripted every minute of my days, and I stuck to it. I learned to not worry about things like sleep. Tired and clear headed is so preferable to awaking after a drunk and feeling like you might die. I got cleaned up. I did the laundry. I got a haircut. I made medical appointments. I did the dishes. I made my bed every morning. I learned that boredom is an inaccurate label to give to feelings we are not used to like quiet, calm and peace.