You are getting there mikoss. This is the bad bit, but it will improve, slowly. It won't stay this way mikoss.
You are doing so well, and it is hard for you at the moment, but just keep going no matter what. Don't succumb to these feelings, you are healing, hard as that is to believe.
If you feel that it is too much please see your doctor rather than picking up or using. I've only used a little cocaine in my time so am not experienced in cocaine withdrawal. Vast experience with alcohol unfortunately.
Whatever you do hang in, and see your doctor if you are not coping. Just don't pick up. It will get better mikoss. To pick up would put you back to the start, and that would be really unfortunate because I can tell how much you want to put the misery of addiction behind you. Me too.
Hang in mikoss.