Well done Rockbottom. The first 3 months every big milestone (10 days, 20 days, 30 days, 60 days) was a massive trigger. It stopped when I reached 100. I had a horrible 3 days after my 100th (also just before).
Like i have achieved something and I wanted a reward. A proper reward. Obviously nothing was going to beat the wine.
I am so happy I made it through every one of these 10, 20, 30, etc. It helped me to see the pattern, to identify the triggers. I also know it is my addiction asking me to drink. I don't want to drink. I don't want to be back there. When I quit, 7 month ago, I would have cry of angst if I was told I could make it to 10 days and then **** it up again.
I did not believe I could make 1 single day. You have 61. Make 60 years. Reconsider then