Trying again - Fingers crossed
First day done, feel like crap, think I must have lost about a stone in sweat whilst trying to sleep last night! Probably exactly the same as the last time I tried to stop. Guess this isn't the best time of the year to try to stop but then again dont think there can be an easy time. Suppose I'll always find an excuse / reason to have a drink if that was the road that I chose to go down.
Only been one day I know, and I'm not on here looking for anything but I've never tried AA or any other group and none of my friends or familly know the true extent of my situation (or if they do they've never spoken to me about it) so not only am I looking for somewhere to use as an emotional outlet, I also need something to do with my hands and mind to stop me going for that first drink! So dont get bored if I appear a lot over the coming days and hopefully weeks talking about nothing important - I'll just be trying to stay busy doing something.
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