I'm sure things will improve for you soon daisybelle7.
My computer must have eaten something sand like as well because it crashed hard this morning. Waiting to hear back from computer shop if data can be restored. Will be an unbelievably enormous inconvenience if it can't.
I had a customer lady once who had a horse that she said was 40 years old. It was blind and she had it in a special built pen that was round and built so that it couldn't injure itself. She would hand feed it each day.