Recurring stress from past abuse
Hello,
I was on here last year as my boyfriend at the time was verbally abusive. We broke up and I have stayed away and out of contact. He tries to contact me but I do not respond. He sends nice messages and ugly ones... I guess it depends if he is drinking.
Ayways I was doing do well with my life but lately it has come back and haunted me. I feel anxious, scared and hopeless for no reason. My 16 year old son is challenging me at times but I know deep inside it's really not that bad with him. I just don't know where this is coming from and I am thinking it's like PTSD from the abuse or something like that. Has anyone else experienced this? And if so please share. I feel like I wont survive at times. My stomach is constantly turning and I am scared.