Hi Aries-
Thank you for your kind words. You are right, nothing or no-one will ever come before his addiction. Before this experience I knew nothing about drugs or addiction but now that I know, I will never go down that road again.
It is a very, very hard life and I do not wish that pain on anyone
I think with time and clarity and the help of all the wonderful people on this forum, I will heal and move on to a life that is good for me.