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Old 01-23-2020, 04:33 AM
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dontlookbacchus
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Hi all
Geenie , I think we started this on the same day.
Later in the year, when the calculations get more complicated, I am sure we will be using each other to keep track.

I also did't feel great yesterday, health wise. A few AV moments but I mostly just wanted bed. Today seems slightly better.

To contribute a bit with the previous posts. The damage to ourselves, our health, our work, our relationships, in my case, are things I feel have to take ownership for. The world I live in now, sober, is the one I screwed up while drunk.

The aftermath from having slid off the tracks makes it occasionally tough now and challenges my sobriety when my AV just wants to hide and say F' it. But I*wont* .
I like to think my better decisions now are slowly changing the world around me, hopefully building up trust and relationships again.

Just my 2 cents.
Have a safe, happy and sober day classmates

dlb

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