I received a message from him last night. Not sure if he was drinking but I did not answer. ... didnt even open it so it looked like I was not online.
It said... I can see you don't want to have any communication with me... Maybe I'm wrong...But we arent even going to have a decent friendship this way... do you want to stop any contact with me.
It made me cry.
I was going over and over in my head last night what I wanted to answer...
I wanted to answer: Friendship? Where was my friend on Christmas Eve after I made dinner for 3 days. Where was my friend and respect for my parents Christmas day when you didnt show up.
Where was the communication for 3 weeks except asking me for your things.
Why is it that you decide when the friendship is active or not. And why is it that you decide when to communicate or not.
I opened the message this morning so that he now knows I read it. But I accidently sent a "sound byte" nothing was on it. But in whats app it sometimes is sensitive and the microphone sends "air"
I am at work now and so is he so this is buying me time to think.