Originally Posted by
Derringer 
I'm hearing ya !
Relapse kicked my butt too and I know that libido in hyper drive problem as well.
The good news is I suppose, that you are starting to realize that it can't go on like this and in a way you are on the home straight of this alcoholic run.
Might be a good idea to have a look at a program this time.
Dude - or dudette. Thanks . I'm really on my ass to fix this. My wife has been on and off - and she knows she needs to delegate this to me.
And she should. But it also gives me as unique opportunity to fix this. To make it right by her. And how the hell do I do that? Its alot of work. I think I can do it. And I will try like hell to fix this. But Its alot of work - and why should anyone have to fight this hard? Addiction is tough. Loving someone isn't. Balancing that out is really tough.
Ughhh.
