What happened was I got cheated on back about 6-7 years ago. TBH - I never really recovered from that. Found my wife, been lucky as hell as a result. I should have stayed sober then - I think my wife would love that now. I need to be more sober for my wife. I just hold a bit of anger at the big titted greek girl from back then.....ughhh.
I need ideas on that. I used to go to therapy when i was like 12. I probably need to go back to some more. I hate the stereotypes around therapy.
I'll do it if the internet tells me to do it. It sucks. But it is what it is.
Thanks.