I don’t remember who it was but someone mentioned the liquor cabinet with only stuff they wouldn’t drink in it... and it brought back some memories.
When I have been at my very low points, there wasn’t anything I wouldn’t drink. My then partner had some scotch hidden away and I stumbled across it. I LOATHE scotch. I could barely hold it down. But... I wanted that ******* drink. I literally held my nose and threw it back.
There was a time I couldn’t keep vanilla in the house.