Agreed Patterson. The booze is really starting to affect my mental state. Never mind the physical toll, but my behaviour when drinking is becoming more and more erratic. I have memory lapses after consuming a relatively moderate amount of beer. Moderate for me I mean. 12 pints of beer shouldn't make me blackout/brownout.
I have snapshots in my head of being places no where near my neighborhood. No memory of how I got there or how I got home. No reason I can think why I would be there at midnight. I go to bed and then wake up and go out again by myself.
I think I am delusional sometimes because I'm not sure if things actually happened or not. Gives me anxiety attacks when I sober up...