Welcome back Val!
There is so much support on this site, and reading and posting daily definitely helps. I am four years sober thanks to SR and still read and post here daily.
Why don’t you join the January of 2020 class, and also check in on the 24 hour thread each day.
Two of my three kids went back to school today, my youngest starts back tomorrow, and I know he would stay home if given the opportunity. Sounds like a good chance to spend some time with your kiddo today, and also check in to make sure everything is okay at school.
I’m glad you checked in with your therapist that’s another great support. Take some time today to think about the supports you need to be successful in recovery. Although today seems awful, it can turn into the best day ever, it can be the day you put alcohol behind you for good.
You can do this!